Lindsey put me into perspective last night, we did a little catch-up. We tend to do it every week or two, sit down late at night and just get everything off our chest about certain things which might be causing oneself a little angry at the world or someone else. We both listen to each other and it's really good to have such a great person like Lindsey to just talk without some 'insecurity' you might have to other friends....

Who hates those Monday blues you get. You may seem ok with the outside world, but you might get home to a lonely house or not enough food in the fridge and you realise you have another 4 days left until the end of the week. I suppose last night was a little Monday blues for myself and I seem to have rambled to Lindsey about something insignificant, but I thought of the answer as I trailed off when I was talking to her.

Insecurity.. there's that word again. Maybe it was the fact that twice in two days someone said I have been insecure... about what? I am able to talk to people about my insecurities, maybe a lot more then most people can. It's amazing when you bottle your feelings and people say to you "Luke why don't you express your feelings more?" and when you do it tends to turn out I sound more insecure about things, double edged sword?

I am scared of things like most people; the dark, being 30, being single, falling in love, falling out of love, having enough money at the end of the week, going on a first date, sharks, etc. etc. Does it make me different if I express it to you more then the next male though?

Anyhow back to work..

Is wisdom made through someone else's experience?