Apart from my haphazard adventures on Friday night with the frivolous activites of grandeur with the boys, my weekend has ended with some significance that still I must go to work tomorrow but yet that I feel rested although a little weary.

Time is thought, and time wasted can bring thoughts, and I suppose I have had time to think over the weekend and reflect on the year which is just about to pass me, and hopefully tomorrow I can reflect somewhat more regarding this very thing.

Saturday was filled with none other than me in the house followed by again on Sunday. I was very exhausted on Saturday and had some invites, one a glitzy book launch with I suppose some football celebrities, another a birthday of a friends housemate that I know, and one other that was to meet up with Lindsey. Alas none appeal to me to leave the house, why? Maybe because I felt that I didn't need to go spend money, maybe because I was tired, maybe because I was comfortable. I did not go because I did not have a need to go, although I know I could have managed to turn up at all three and have fun. A weekend spent at home with oneself is good from time to time... however I did cook a Rogan Josh curry and at the moment it is repeating itself through an unrefined bowel movement which could and would empty a room.

I've been looking after my little Lindsey who has had a rough time, emotionally, over the past couple of days, I do not need to give detail, just that I'm glad she respects I am a friend of hers and probably a special one at that. She hung out with me all day today, even though I spent most of it playing on this computer while she slept in my bed. Comfort is to one I can give, it is something I am fond of giving to someone in need, a person to talk to, to laugh with or at, a shoulder to cry on or a someone to whine to. We hired some DVD's sat around in my bed and watched them til now. First a dismal performance with the Italian Job, second a stirling performance with The Human Stain. This is where I am going with tonight.

It is amazing how indifferent people treat one another, and not yet knowing them for who they really are. Judgement of one person through the ideals of a society and through the ideas of stereotypical output can bring people to hatred. Political correctness is taught to everyone these days, and continues to be taught to us continously, brainwashing the facets of our lives, a new word to use here and there, when really does it ever stop. Or do you ever stop to think where will you stop? Sure I respect the idea and the position PC has in our lives. We need to evolve and we need to believe that besides the inhumane acts we see and what is reflected within our lives that becoming enlightened with PC is true to form and become that 'upstanding citizen'. The Human Stain has taught me, even though it is a movie and has been a well written book, that some things in life are just too great to comprehend with people. Some things are better left untouched, and some things are so emotional that you are best just to walk away or live with it. I reccommend watching The Human Stain (Anthony Hopkins, Nicole Kidman directed by Robert Benton) and not to think of what I have written, but for once decide what is right and what can be wrong to form an opinion.

Sure you could read sometimes what I write and think, what a piece of piss. You judge me on maybe what I have written for the day, you may comment on what I have written throughout the week. I do not take it to heart, but alas I have some stupid opinions I write about, or just life experiences I express. Why I publish them online is really nobodies business but myself. I don't challenge anyone's right to continue to Box when I think it is brutal - am I ill informed? I do not challenge someones right to get up on stage and try out comedy, even though it could be in bad taste, or just not humorous - am I not getting the point? I do not challenge someones right who wants to make a new word for something as it may sound offensive to someone - will I also change the word for my own good?

Question everything but do not challenge everyone.

Action is the enemy of thought.