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Monday, March 14, 2005
Detached
London can be a lonely place, esp. during winter. You will find yourself in a pub and thinking to yourself. Who are these people I am really have drinks with. I have had drinks with them on and off for months now and really I don't really know who they are and when it comes down to it you also realise, that maybe they don't know who you really are.
You get yourself detached from living the nine to five and spending it home with house-mates which maybe can be a little intrusive or bizarre, or just very vindictive towards your nature, but you overcome this and adapt, knowing full well that it is hard to live in London and you need to live with other people to survive.
28 this year and 2 years until I am 30. You then question why am I still doing over here in London, I have at the moment a good job which I am learning a lot and possibly have other horizons to look into if and when those opportunities arise. Could I have this job back home? Maybe not. Maybe so.
Dad felt concerned the other month, and it does play in the back of mind. Why are you still there? Are you ever coming home? It felt like I had come here as a personal thing pointed at there direction, to escape from there life to find life elsewhere. Maybe in some aspects it was to escape, I learnt to respect family when my needs were high and I was not in a good state in life. I came to London to really try to understand myself, do a little travelling and have as much fun as I can.
So lets look at those 3 points. You have to realise you will never understand yourself, as you need to evolve. Given the point of the name of this blog.. Metamorphose. Travelling.. sure I've been to places that most people I know dream about, and have some great stories, yet I have other places I want to go to. Fun.. do I really have fun or is just something I have found doing on the weekends, it comes in all types and not just going to the pub and getting pissed, this I know.
So as I was saying London is lonely. I'm feeling lonely and I need to get some sleep.
Drafting plan for effort equals 1 idea
You get yourself detached from living the nine to five and spending it home with house-mates which maybe can be a little intrusive or bizarre, or just very vindictive towards your nature, but you overcome this and adapt, knowing full well that it is hard to live in London and you need to live with other people to survive.
28 this year and 2 years until I am 30. You then question why am I still doing over here in London, I have at the moment a good job which I am learning a lot and possibly have other horizons to look into if and when those opportunities arise. Could I have this job back home? Maybe not. Maybe so.
Dad felt concerned the other month, and it does play in the back of mind. Why are you still there? Are you ever coming home? It felt like I had come here as a personal thing pointed at there direction, to escape from there life to find life elsewhere. Maybe in some aspects it was to escape, I learnt to respect family when my needs were high and I was not in a good state in life. I came to London to really try to understand myself, do a little travelling and have as much fun as I can.
So lets look at those 3 points. You have to realise you will never understand yourself, as you need to evolve. Given the point of the name of this blog.. Metamorphose. Travelling.. sure I've been to places that most people I know dream about, and have some great stories, yet I have other places I want to go to. Fun.. do I really have fun or is just something I have found doing on the weekends, it comes in all types and not just going to the pub and getting pissed, this I know.
So as I was saying London is lonely. I'm feeling lonely and I need to get some sleep.
Drafting plan for effort equals 1 idea
