Metamorphose

METAMORPHOSE

I have of late, but wherefore I know not, lost all my mirth and indeed it goes so heavily with my disposition that this goodly frame the earth seems to me a sterile promontory; this most excellent canopy the air, look you, this mighty o'rehanging firmament, this majestical roof fretted with golden fire; why, it appeareth nothing to me but a foul and pestilent congregation of vapours. What a piece of work is a man, how noble in reason, how infinite in faculties, how like an angel in apprehension, how like a God! The beauty of the world, paragon of animals; and yet to me, what is this quintessence of dusk. Man delights not me, no, nor women neither, nor women neither.

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

An email to Sam
Be happy when the week is over like most people - fucked up payroll last week and it's a bit of a chain reaction with a few things - so name is mud. Nothing huge just human error, but you know you hate when you make big mistakes and people are saying don't worry about it. I've got a good team. Currently looking after the Ealing government employment for advertisment of vacancies via the internet for the borough, and running out contracts and legal binding doc's to people and fixing payscales and the such. All totally new to me and will get boring I'd say in months to come - but hey it's money in the bank at the moment.

Funny how you stand back and look at your job and think - damn what I do does effect a lot of people, and I realise how important my role can be during the week and how much reliance is put on me - not stressful, just haven't had it in a long while - been going through the last 2 years blind and more worried about how much I will get paid at the end of the week. I still do this, but I just realise that what I'm doing at the moment has a concentrated role for Human Resources and it's good to be called up, asked questions or given something and get it fixed.

I never really ask the guys on what they actually do at work to much, is that wrong? I know what they do and all, and I sat down with your brother the other week and he gave me a headsup on what he does which I found really interesting (reminds me - he has the photos now hehehe).

Lately I feel I have lost my mojo for some reason - it feels I haven't been lucky with the women on what I used to be, and trying to figure out what may have changed say now and 6 months ago when I couldn't keep up with the women, maybe I looked healthier back then, as I looked at myself in the mirror - which I do, I'd say on quite a regular session. It's more of looking at your face, non-vain approach, and see the bag's under your eyes and the wrinkles forming and the white skin. Need to start running again.

What are we missing in life Sam? What is it that keeps up smiling? I'm not depressed or anything, just a thought about it all, we just go about our damn lives and strive for something and may never eventually get there, and in the end you are left dejected at the thought of it all. - I can't wait to be financially stable again, and I'm looking forward to Denmark in July.

Work is good, had a shit month which I'd like the forget again and I start playing touch rugby in May with some Kiwi's I haven't even met yet... might set some goals next month as well to do for myself.

1) have sex
2) enjoy having sex
3) rinse and repeat

--->just kidding :)

How about yourself mate? All good on the front-line? Enjoyed our jiving on Saturday. By the way, what is it with Karlie's crew, it felt like I was just a number to turn up there for her and I really don't think I will finding myself turning up to too many of her shin-digs in the future, was good to meet Brad's girlfriends though.
l8r g8r

LS at 4/27/2005 08:31:00 PM

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